I really like to touch myself but I know that it's wrong. Girls should never do that because it makes them sluts and I don't want to be one. My stepmom walks into my room and the bathroom to make sure that I'm not masturbating and she spanks me when she catches me doing it. I like that she cares about me so much but I still give in sometimes. I want to talk to someone who's going to punish me even more when I tell him that I'm touching myself at night.