All right well I came to the conclusion that I really do not love my husband anymore like it used to be in the beginning. I do not know if it is likewise for him, as we havent been intimate for a long time now. And we haven’t talked about our feelings for an even longer period especially about feelings. It is more like a fake marriage now, the fire was already extinguished long ago. I had a sort of revelation and I now see life completely different. I feel young and vitalized and I put myself in the first place now, starting with my sexual needs! I think my profile here says enough that’s I’m looking for!